eye of the beholder

Note from 2012: I am missing a diary from about 1998 to 2002. I wrote a lot of poems in that time, but to the best of my knowledge I didn't write any diary entries. I will provide some of the poems here as a way to represent my melodramatic mind during those "missing years" and on some of the poems (2000-2002) the dates are only approximate. The thoughts were sometimes experimental, and not a total reflection of my life. Just poetry of a teenager. I won't upload all of them, but I will upload a few to fill in any gaps in my chronological record.

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The poem on this page is from a computer text file I kept on my handmade 80486.

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Eye of the beholder!
Watch me grow young as I get older!
eye of the beholder!
watch me get older!
get older!
look into the sky, as it brakes, and shines golder!
see the night as it grows oh so colder!
dont you r.e.a.l.i.s.eeee?
its all.
in the eye of the beholder!
I'm getting younger as I'm always older!
Say hello, say goodbye
Just behind your mask, I can see youre always ready to cry
Your eye, my eye
the difference is only a simple lie
eye of the beholder!
eye of the beholder!